It's been two days since my mother died, and I'm still feeling pretty shitty. The cause of her death has yet to be determined, but since we requested an autopsy, we should hopefully get some answers soon; I don't want to spend the rest of my life not knowing why I suddenly lost her without explanation. I am discussing with my family where to go from here. We are going through her things and will donate most of them and keep some for memoirs. There's a good chance I may have to move again since we may not be able to pay the rent for much longer, and I will likely be going to my family in Utah for a while. This is not final, we're still planning things out, taking baby steps.

On another note, while my projects are on hold and requests are canceled, I am going to prepare my contingency plan for my projects. I won't reveal a lot right now, but I have bought a few sketchbooks to prepare for a major change; for now, I am calling this Project: Rebirth. I've been planning it for the event that something bad would happen and affect my spirit. With this recent tragedy, it will happen a lot sooner than planned. Again, I refuse to reveal more specifics until the time is right, but until then, here is a hint:

“Remember not the former things, nor consider the things of old. Behold, I am doing a new thing; now it springs forth, do you not perceive it? I will make a way in the wilderness and rivers in the desert."

-Isaiah 43:18-19